I'm a realist

Hey everyone,how has your half term been? Mine has been ok,I wouldn't say the best,as I have just had revision hanging over my head,I'm not too worried about my exams though,I mean I know I won't fail English,French I really do not care as we have had the worst teacher ever and maths,I think I could pass,ha.

I am upset though because of Lily moving away and because we hardly ever speak anymore,but I kind of decided this time,it's not my fault and that I need to make more friends,I am not looking forward to prom anymore,I was,but now it's looking like such a chore,I don't like the girl I am going in a tacky limo with (I didn't want to go in one) she always makes snide remarks about either my figure,clothes or how I'm wearing my hair or whatever,so I'm gonna have to stick that one out.Then there's the walking in and not being looked at as though I'm a freak because I have a short dress that didn't cost £1478385 it cost a mere £22 from a vintage shop,but the jewellery etc,dresses it up.Then there's the music and then at 11 I shall be relieved,hopefully the dancing part won't be that bad,but ugh,all the teachers will be there,like - enjoy yourselves,this is your last time together,when I hate most of them anyway,I'm not sad to have left school anymore,in fact,I was ready to leave,I won't miss the place,why would I miss a load of fake,pretentious people?However,on a positive note,my bedroom is looking lovely as it is being redecorated and I shall take some photos when it is all done.